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For My Motherby *RadiusZero

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Lately I feel like a punching bag, hit with all types of emotions coming from everywhere and everyone. So I've been feeling moody and crappy as of late. It doesn't help that it's march 11th, the day my mother died. This marks the first anniverary since her departure. She died from a hemorage in her head. ironically, it's raining and cold. When she died, it rained a lot.

Anyway, this is a portrait of my mother. This was based on her very last photograph. For a long time I couldn't look at it. On the day she collapsed, she was dressed up as a cat for the kids at the school she worked for. I never got to see this photo until the day of the funeral and some teacher made a slide show of my mother. Jesus. I couldn't stop crying. I see my mother, smiling, holding this cute stuffed animal, dressed up adorably, and the tears can't stop. Today, I was going to do my homework and just treat this day like any other day, but I couldn't bear the thought of not doing something without her. So I drew this from that photo. Here's to my mom. And here's a little something from one of the children books she gave me once and made me cry:

I'll love you forever,
I'll like you for always,
As long as I'm living
my Mommy you'll be.

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!geloko Mar 12, 2009

I read your caption.
I'm in sad mood when I think your pain, sadness, missing, and love to your mom.
But look at the picture.
How gently she smiles... it's sure your mother goes on living in your heart.

*RadiusZero Mar 12, 2009

Oh, geloko! One of my favorite artists! *_* It's so great to read a comment from you. And yes, it was a bit hard yesterday. It was raining and cold all day. But I'm better. I look at this drawing and I keep thinking that at least she's got that funny stuffed animal to keep her company. She isn't alone. And of course, she lives on through me, my sis, and my dad, and even my baby nephew. ^_^

Anyway, thank you.

~pistolrush Mar 12, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I'm sorry for your loss. If you want to talk about anything just IM me. I'll try to cheer you up.

*RadiusZero Mar 12, 2009

Oh, that's right, you got IM, right?

What was your account? I'd like to chat with you one of these days. ^_^ Oh, and note me with your account. That way those spam bots won't get your account. I hear there are some bots that will track an email accounts on pages. O_O

I'm in a better mood btw. I think after all the replies I got here in MR, I feel tons better. Plus that fantrack list you made. ^_^

~pistolrush Mar 12, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I just noted you. I hate those spam bots.

I'm happy to hear that. I am so glad you like that soundtrack.

*RadiusZero Mar 12, 2009

Weee, thanks for the note! I left you one of those 'testing...testing...' messages XD

~pistolrush Mar 12, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I got it but alas I must go to bed soon since I have to wake up early tomorrow.

*RadiusZero Mar 12, 2009

Totally understand. I'll be let that next week, when my break is over.

~pistolrush Mar 13, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

Oh No! Mine starts next week! :sob: I can't believe we just missed each others break.

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